Fan has many issues and having given great thought and consideration I can see there is no way I’m able to help her to get over her past and learn new things with me. Also everything is stressful for me with her and when that happens it’s time to let go.
After my nasty accident it has made me realise my age is catching up. I’m not as strong as I used to be and trying to control a dog on the lead who is strong and pulling is no easy task.
This morning I visited the Dogs Trust and explained the issues. They said she can come back there and my fee refunded. I also have issues with them in the way they have kept things from me and allowing this dog to come to me. Therefore at a later date I will go elsewhere to find a more manageable dog.
I am going away for my birthday weekend to my daughter on Friday. Fan was going to my friends but the lady at the Trust advised she comes to them on the Thursday. Fan will think she is going on holiday. having time away will help me to get over all the ordeals happening recently.
I shall be sad to loose Fan as she does have a very loving nature and when off the lead a delight to watch, but one must think and act sensibly.